I am depressed. ‘Tis the season for it, just before Christmas. Just to warn you this is a distinctly uncheerful post about depression with a content warning for mention of suicidal thoughts.
I often get depressed close to Christmas, having lost my bearings and my spoons in the race to get ready for the festive season. It seems the happier everyone arounds me is (or pretends to be) the lower I get. Continue reading
“You’re being unreasonable”
My ex said that to me on a regular basis when we lived together. I didn’t always understand what he meant. How I was being unreasonable? My autism was undiagnosed at the time.
After we split up, I mostly lived alone. I could do what I wanted and nobody would call me unreasonable.
Now I am living with my mum and I’m being unreasonable again. Continue reading
I’m in bed reading on a Sunday morning. I should stop being so lazy. It’s been a busy, stressful week but that’s no excuse. I should get up and Do Something. If I don’t move soon I’ll feel frustrated and annoyed with myself but I am trapped in a vortex of indecision. Continue reading